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Couldn't find your Substack name - too hard from my own fetal position, yes? But wanted you to see I thought it was brilliant. Here's what I posted.

Oh man, this piece… I copied to paste portions many times but ultimately, decided against all of them. You should be as surprised as I was to learn what's become of Charlie Brown. Charles Schultz could never, would never have dreamed this…

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Many years ago, I wrote for Esquire Magazine; when Schultz died, I wrote a "Peanuts" strip for them in which the characters celebrate the death of their cruel Creator. They had to send it to his widow for approval, and it was a high point of my career when she not only approved it, but said that she thought Charles would have loved it. So maybe he would have dreamed this, who knows?

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Who knows, indeed! Great bit of trivia there. Makes it an even better chapter! I used to ice skate at his ice arena in Santa Rosa.

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Why I find this somehow horrifyingly satisfying is probably only someplace a good therapist can reach. (But I do and no doubt going to hell as well)

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i bow to the brilliance!’

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This is brilliant. You had me at poor Charlie taking one to the chest. You also capture the thrill of childhood baseball perfectly.

You might enjoy the first piece I posted on Substack about a small town, Little League baseball, and important lessons. https://heftymatters.substack.com/p/hefty-matters-mustering-all-the-courage?utm_source=profile&utm_medium=reader2

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Nice piece, Ben - but 1" wide malt balls? I call bullshit.

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Thanks to your iteration of Linus for finally questioning the *goodness* of good grief.

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Appears to me, a good start to an xtrodinary abstract introspection of ones good goddammed grief journey. Looking forward to chapter two.

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I think someone's going to have a long talk with Ereshkigal in a chapter to come... This is brilliant.

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All I have to say is: Fuck you, George.

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I've heard that somewhere.

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Love it. Keep going with whatever it is.

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